Woooo. My bday is finally over. I can't describe the emotions right now. Happy that I survived my bday. Sad because the bitter truth is I wasn't happy at all with my bday. Although yes, I've mentioned before that this was probably the highlight of my life, because this was the time I had my ups and lows.


Happy because I was able to spend time for myself, spend it with my family and spend it with some of my closest friends.

But I can't fight it anymore. I want to burst in tears, throw and break things. I'm a pretender.
I'm really not ok deep inside. I'm ANGRY. And yes your correct, this is the 2nd phase of 'THE 5 stages of grief'


I'd like to say sorry, I know I've been talking about 'FIRST' lately but plase understand, this is where I can really express what I'm feeling.



I'm mad because I fell into a trap.
Mad that I gave everything but he did nothing.
Mad that I've fallen for the wrong person.
Angry that I begged for love which I should have not done.
Upset that he didn't even care to listen.
Swallowed my pride just for 'FIRST' to love me back.

I HATE U! All those love, now has turned to hatred!

I don't care if you read this, we're already gone. You have made my life so miserable.
Because of you, I've now changed my perspective on some things


NOT ALL PEOPLE can be trusted!
Some will just take advantage of people
LIARS!

I have every right to say this. Be mad to me as well, hell I care.
At least I know that, everything I've said wasn't a lie.


I take it back...
I don't love u anymore! Let me reitirate that.


I HATE U!

Don't expect us to be friends anymore! I don't want to..

I may be drunk right now, but I'm still on the right state of mind.


I AM F***ING angry right now! Grrrr....


Let this be heard! I pity you. KARMA will eventually strike back!


On the other hand, thanks for those who remain loyal. Those who understand the pain I'm suffering now.
Thank you.


I'm seriously thinking of leaving bacardi because of what happened. Or changing my number. What the heck?